what about love….

June 2nd, 2006 by blueindeye

Entah apa yang terjadi

Kutahan semua rasa

rasa yang muncul tiba-tiba

dari suatu pertemuan yang tak diduga

haruskah ku mengakui ini semua

melanjutkan sesuatunya dengan tenang

tanpa merasakan apa2

Apa yang bisa kulakukan??

haruskah ku menunggu

menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti

dalam keadaan yang tak tentu

Aku tak mau jika selalu seperti ini

Cukup sudah yang dulu

melalui penantian yang panjang

haruskah ku memilih

diantara sekian banyak pilihan

aku bukan apa2

aku ingin belajar

untuk bisa memahami

mengerti dan memberanikan diri

tanpa harus merasa aneh dan takut

Salahkah aku jika bersikap seperti ini

Beritahu aku jika caraku salah

jangan hanya melihat dari kejauhan

jangan hanya memandangku dari tempat yang tak kuketahui

Aku hanya ingin tahu sesuatu tentangmu

tentang bagaimana dirimu mengenalku

Mengenal seorang "Merry" yang seperti ini…..

                                                                   untuk "orang" yang sangat mengenalku…….

my feeling….

March 27th, 2006 by blueindeye

Emotions by mariah carey

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

I feel good
I feel nice
I’ve never felt so
Satisfied
I’m in love
I’m alive
Intoxicated
Flying high
It feels like a dream
When you touch me tenderly
I don’t know if it’s real
But I like the way I feel
Inside

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

In the morning
When I rise
You are the first thing
On my mind
And in the middle
Of the night
I feel your heartbeat
Next to mine
It feels like a dream
When you love me tenderly
I don’t know if you’re for real
But I like the way I feel
Inside

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

You know the way to make me
Lose control
When you’re looking into my eyes
You make me feel so
High

You’ve got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I’ve ever dreamed of
You’ve got me feeling emotions
Higher than the heavens above

I Still Believe by mariah carey

You look in my eyes
And I get emotional
Inside
I know it’s crazy but
You still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You’d think that I
Wouldn’t feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing’s changed

I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Each day of my life
I’m filled with all the joy
I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp
I’ll hold it with both hands
It’s worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance

No, no, no, no, no, nooo I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
Ooooohoh no no nooo
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again
Mmmh

Ooooohoh
I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
Oh baby, yeah yeah
I had a dream, you and me
Will find ourselves in love
Again
(I still believe)
Oh baby I do
(Someday you and me)
Just give me one more time
And love
Again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love
Again

suara hati….

March 27th, 2006 by blueindeye

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emang itu membuat gw lebih hati2 dalam bertindak…

acaraKU acaraMU acaraKITA

March 10th, 2006 by blueindeye

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story goes to my life…

March 3rd, 2006 by blueindeye

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Song 4 U…..

February 8th, 2006 by blueindeye

DeStiNy ChilD

Stand Up For Love"

There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such troubled times
And every child that reaches out for someone to hold
For one moment they become my own

And how can I pretend that I don’t know what’s going on?
When every second with every minute another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life I will see
An end to hopelessness
Of giving up
Of suffering

Then we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up and hear me sing
Stand up for love

I’m inspired and hopeful each and everyday
That’s how I know that things are gonna change

So how can I pretend that I don’t know what’s going on?
When every second with every minute
Another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life I will see
An end to hopelessness
Of giving up
Of suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up for love

And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stand up
And the rest will follow
For all the forgotten
For all the unloved
I’m gonna sing this song

And I believe that in my life I will see
An end to hopelessness
Of giving up
Of suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life Stand up and sing Stand up for love For love
For love

PuSsYCat DollS
"Stickwitu"

I don’t wanna go another day,
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody’s breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That’s why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don’t wanna go another day
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain’t nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you’re the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain’t nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I’m singing ’cause you’re so, so into me.
I got you,
We’ll be making love endlessly.
I’m with you (baby, I’m with you)
Baby, you’re with me (Baby, you’re with me)

So don’t you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain’t bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that’s all that counts.
So don’t you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain’t bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that’s why I say

Jossie N The PusSyCat

"You Don’t See Me"

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where
I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets?
‘Cause I’m getting tired
Of pretending I’m tough
I’m here if you want me
I’m yours, you can hold me
I’m empty and taken and
Tumbling and breakin’
‘Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream of worlds
Where you’d understand
And I dream a
Million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when
You’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke
When I turn on the light
I’m speechless and faded
It’s too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

‘Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where
I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met?
And is this the last chance
That I’ll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

‘Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would

‘Cause you don’t see me
And you don’t need me
And you don’t love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

MaNis Asem Pait!

February 6th, 2006 by blueindeye

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